i'm Okay

it's allcoming to an end. Finally but I pulled through okay, here at Long Beach;CNS. fucken hard the stay was. I had some few good times. But for the most part it's hit andmiss. The staff here are mostly mean. So I stay in my room a lot. I sleep and listen to my Walkman, smoke and eat. that's all most of the sick people here do. A few got epelled or left on their own will. Hey the staff wasn't cutting it. Everybody including the staff isjust here for one thing and that is: to make money. The whole Clinical :"Trials" concept is outdated. casse in point; how could a drug work in the commom scenario if in a trial everything is set coomftorable for us. YOu and I know the real world isn't comfotible at all./ So it's just a total beautacotic scam.